Entitled? Me too!

Have you ever found yourself contemplating the notion that life should unfold in a certain way, guided by the principles of fair play? I can resonate with that sentiment. In my own journey, I’ve encountered instances where I used to object when someone seemingly disregarded the order – whether it was boarding a plane or navigating the freeway exit. I would question, “After all, I was there first, wasn’t I?”

In one introspective moment, I turned to my Higher Self, seeking insights into any hindrances preventing my transition to the 5th Dimension. Surprisingly, the revelation pointed towards my habitual reaction in traffic situations. Taking a proactive stance, I chose to transform my response. I chose to bestow blessings upon those drivers I once labeled as discourteous. Creating a new narrative, I told myself, “Perhaps they’re in more of a hurry than me” or “Maybe they didn’t see me.” Subsequently, I invoked the assistance of angels and dragons to guide them on their journey.

Now, let’s delve into the concept of entitlement, a subtle force that influences our perception of the world and shapes our reactions to life’s challenges. It’s that underlying belief that we inherently deserve a particular treatment, a reward, or an advantage – earned or not.

Recall the friend who invested years of dedication into a job, only to confront a sudden change when the company altered its course? It’s indeed a challenging scenario. Do you think they’d harbor feelings of being let down, or perhaps, would they reflect with gratitude on the years of fulfilling work and stable employment?

I recently engaged in a conversation with a director of sales who navigated a similar situation. Despite catapulting the company’s revenue from $10 million to over $50 million annually, the company’s decision to let her go after 17 years due to a strategic shift did not leave her bitter. In fact, her response was rather unexpected – “They gave me a LOT of money. A lot.” She departed with a sense of earned acknowledgment, holding her head high.

Not everyone experiences such a generous departure package. Let me share a powerful story from Les Brown. He talks about companies offering generous severance packages exceeding $300,000 per person during downsizing. The twist? Only half of those offered “downsize opportunities” took them! Brown’s takeaway is eye-opening – people hesitated to believe in themselves and missed a chance to use the money to create something new.

Let’s rewind the tape of our experiences. Can you recall moments when life seemed unjust? Often, these sentiments trace back to childhood, where the seeds of our beliefs about fairness and treatment are sown. Children possess an innate expectation of fairness, and deviations from this expectation can set the stage for a lifelong dance with entitlement.

As a child nurtured in an environment where fairness is not a mere concept but a consistent practice, as you mature, you may develop an expectation of fair treatment, a perspective that appears inherently healthy. Conversely, if you were exposed to inconsistencies in fairness, you may have this feeling, “When I grow up I will get my way” that may carry forward a heightened sense of entitlement, fueled by a fervent desire to balance the inequity in their childhood experiences. All of it, every bit, takes you through the journey of life adding to the “database” of experiences.

Since there is no more Karma, and you can claim that, you can clear and release many of the wounds from your life. One of the ways to do that is through soul retrieval. The Unify meditation is actually four guided meditations under the Unify title, that will take you through remembering a trauma, and bringing back your cast-off parts of you that helped you survive. This is found in the App, Illuminate. (Android and Apple)

Entitlement can emerge from a fear of change. When individuals feel threatened by changes in their environment or circumstances, they may cling to a sense of entitlement as a way to resist or control the changes, providing a false sense of security.

Entitlement can be a means for individuals to assert control and combat the fear of powerlessness. Feeling entitled gives them a sense of authority and importance, countering any underlying fears of being at the mercy of external circumstances.

Entitlement can emerge from a fear of change. When individuals feel threatened by changes in their environment or circumstances, they may cling to a sense of entitlement as a way to resist or control the changes, providing a false sense of security.

Now let’s talk about ways to proactively seed outcomes that you truly desire. The first of these is gratitude! In times of challenge amidst life’s challenges, direct your focus towards gratitude, initiating a mindful shift that cultivates appreciation for the richness of your experiences. This leads to empathetic perspectives. The infusion of empathy becomes a transformative force, allowing you to step into the shoes of others, thereby softening the rigid contours of entitlement.

Can you find a way into more realistic expectations? How will you do that? While nurturing your expansive dreams, you can accept others to be less than perfect, stepping away from insisting others should behave the way you would, which is a big trigger in the world of entitlement. Instead, choose to anchor yourself in the heart of loving-kindness. In another era, managing entitlement was used to make room for understanding the distinction between legitimate expectations and unrealistic demands. Today, though, no expectation is the ideal.

Meditation can be a guiding light. The practice of self-reflection, often encapsulated in meditation, transcends its conventional associations. It emerges as a potent tool for recognizing and transforming entitled thought patterns. The shift from entitlement to personal responsibility empowers you to steer the course of your actions and outcomes, fostering a profound sense of self-empowerment.

The idea of abundance comes in here. Normally you may not realize how much the universe conforms to your picture of reality. When we see there is not enough time, or I’ve waited my turn (time) you can wait yours… leads to dissatisfaction and disillusionment. If we live in an abundant universe, and we do, there will always be enough, time, money, and love!

In the book, Beyond the Flower of Life, I talk about a “Blow to the Heart” being rocket fuel for mastery. It pushes our hearts to either close down or open even wider. I see a hurt that may hit hard with entitlement energies as a catalyst for growth and transformation. You believe in YOU. Ask God to show you how much you are loved.

View setbacks not as insurmountable obstacles but as catalysts for growth and transformation. Believe steadfastly in your capacity to learn, evolve, and transcend challenges – a belief that will propel you forward on your transformative journey.

Finally, when you feel entitlement starting to take over, consider generosity as the antidote that proves to you (and the object of your objections) that we live in an abundant Universe, and that there is always enough.

How does this work for you? Generosity can be an important Mode of Being. When you engage in acts of kindness, you realize that the joy derived from contributing transcends the self-centric focus of entitlement. If only for one month, BE JOY, express Joy and GIVE JOY.

Happy Holidays.



Unveiling the Mysteries of MerKaBa Rising: A Journey into Spiritual Enlightenment

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MerKaBa Rising, often shrouded in mysticism and ancient lore, is a term that resonates with those on a spiritual quest for higher consciousness. Derived from ancient Egyptian and Hebrew sources, “MerKaAa” is a word that carries profound significance in various spiritual traditions, signifying a potent symbol for spiritual awakening and personal transformation. In this blog, we will delve into the meaning and significance of MerKaBa Rising, exploring the depths of this enigmatic concept and its role as a spiritual light vessel for those who seek enlightenment.

MerKaBa: Unraveling the Definition

The term “MerKaBa” itself comprises three distinct words: “Mer” meaning light, “Ka” signifying spirit, and “Ba” representing body. Therefore, MerKaBa essentially translates to the union of spirit, body, and light. This complex term encapsulates a profound spiritual journey toward a higher state of consciousness and personal transformation.

The Spiritual Meaning of MerKaBa

MerKaBa is not merely a physical construct or a symbol; it is a vehicle for inner transformation and a gateway to higher realms of existence. The spiritual meaning of MerKaBa transcends religious boundaries, making it a universal concept that resonates with individuals seeking enlightenment. It is a representation of one’s connection with the divine and the journey towards spiritual awakening.

MerKaBa Rising as a Spiritual Light Vessel

MerKaBa Rising can be envisioned as a spiritual light vessel or a sacred geometric structure, often depicted as a star tetrahedron. It is believed to house the energy and consciousness of the individual, acting as a bridge between the physical and spiritual dimensions. The MerKaBa, in this context, becomes a key element in the process of ascension and personal evolution.

The MerKaBa’s Role in Personal Transformation

The MerKaBa is regarded as a profound tool for personal transformation. By activating and aligning this spiritual light vessel, individuals can access higher states of consciousness, leading to inner peace, heightened intuition, and a greater connection with the universal energies. Meditation, visualization, and specific breathing techniques are often employed to activate and engage with the MerKaBa.

MerKaBa as a Catalyst for Inner Enlightenment

In essence, MerKaBa Rising represents a path to inner enlightenment. By understanding the significance of this spiritual light vessel, individuals can embark on a transformative journey that leads to a deep connection with the self and the universe. The MerKaBa offers a pathway to experience the interconnectedness of all life and the divine source.

MerKaBa Rising, with its multifaceted meaning and deep spiritual significance, serves as a powerful symbol for those on a quest for higher consciousness and personal transformation. It represents the fusion of spirit, body, and light, and acts as a catalyst for inner enlightenment. Through the activation of this spiritual light vessel, individuals can explore the realms of higher consciousness, paving the way for spiritual awakening and a deeper connection with the universal energies. In the quest for self-discovery and spiritual growth, the MerKaBa provides a guiding light, illuminating the path toward a greater understanding of the self and the cosmos.


Written by Karen Smith

Heroes Large and Small

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Halloween is just around the corner – and I invite you to consider helping your child to pick a costume of a “good guy.” My own children needed to pick from Ascended Masters, and I sewed their costumes. Today, I wouldn’t bother, because there are so many wonderful choices in all the stores that it’s cheaper and easier to purchase a costume, if you celebrate Halloween!

I like to follow stories of sports because I think they reflect what’s really going on in the reality. Sports games often show us competition and division – as one “fan” opposes another, or one team playing up the rivalry with “my team is better.” I believe that the money system perpetuates the competitive side because it locks us into 3D for those who gamble or play fantasy football or fantasy basketball.

Today I read a Substack post written by one of my hero’s Kareem Abdul Jabbar, where he weighs in on his all-time record of 20 years being broken by LeBron James. He is full of celebration of all of LeBron’s accomplishments, at LeBron’s early age (35) and celebrates this man as a hero inspiring all of us with greatness. His post shows mellowness, and sincere pride in LaBron’s accomplishments! What can we take from that? He’s operating in 5D.

In 2020, in an article he wrote for Sports Illustrated he stated, “Part of being a hero is to have both the modesty to feel unworthy of such a heavy word and the strength to accept the responsibility that comes with others looking to you to be that hero. What is a hero but someone who stands up for those who can’t? Who embodies our cherished ideals of sportsmanship: fair play, hard work and compassion? That pretty much describes the LeBron James I’ve watched and come to know since he was the No. 1 pick in the 2003 NBA draft and was named Rookie of the Year.”

How does this relate to being 5D?  We can learn that everything we do… whether we are “spiritual” or not can come from a place of non-competition, celebration of each other’s accomplishments and honoring others needs. I think his above quote fills the bill. We can learn from his altruistic response!

The benefits of reading his whole article are worth the time, and inspiration.

Next, I want to talk about the Elemental Kingdom. I have come to know that they benefit significantly from “clearing curses” in the Reweaving book (also in the Reweaving Ceremonies on the app, Illuminate Maureen); and the chanting of the Mantras for Ascension chant, El Ka Leem Om, which translate in the Hathor tongue as Earth, Fire, Air and Water.

Think about how pleasing it is to hear someone sing your name sweetly, with reverence. That’s what this chant does for the elemental kingdom! Staying connected to the elemental kingdom isn’t hard. I’ve been told by my guides, that the one thing that opened me up the to communicate with the Elemental Kingdom was my two-year-long daily ritual of singing this as a chant, 256 times. The reason for 256 is it is 44. So, repeating each name, in this multiple of four activates the purity of their energy. They benefit from the human voice singing it, and it activates them to their highest frequency. This chant is also on the App.

There are other benefits to working with the elementals besides supporting Mother Earth and the nature spirits. This brings me to another quote, from Ingrid Naiman’s Substack where she describes asking the elemental kingdom to make a change!

“Years ago, there was a raging fire in New Mexico that came perilously close to Los Alamos Laboratories where thousands of barrels of nuclear waste were stored in 55-gallon drums outdoors. Many people were praying for rain, but if there were a downpour, the risk of a mudslide would have been enormous. This would have gone into the Rio Grande and contaminated the river all the way into the Gulf of Mexico and beyond. The fires were visible from my home to the west of the town of Santa Fe.

On one occasion, I was sipping coffee with a guest from Australia at the La Fonda Hotel, and we were talking about praying for the highest good instead of wind or rain. Tens of thousands of people were no doubt each praying for what they thought would resolve the danger when I suddenly felt a shift of energy. I turned to my visitor and said, “Ammachi must be very close to town now.” We looked out the window, and it started to drizzle. It stopped and then drizzled again. This repeated and we both burst out laughing because the highest good was obviously not a monsoon type of deluge because the Earth had to have time to absorb the water. We then relaxed since the situation was obviously coming under control in the wisest way possible.”

Always remember we humans might not know the best solution and that to ask for the Highest and Best Good invites the ideal solution. I hope these stories inspire you. We invite you to listen to the Hathor Chant on the App here.


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A Blow to the Heart: Ascension Rocket Fuel for the Higher Self

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The heart is the translator for Higher Self information. The more open your heart is, the clearer the incoming information will be. It is in your best interest to stay open and work through blows to the heart so that you can advance in your understanding of what your Higher Self has in store for you.

Love is the fuel. Your Higher Self needs your open heart’s love (fuel) to understand and interpret the information coming in through the MerKaBa and Higher Self. You are capable of higher and higher expressions of unconditional love. Rocket fuel contains higher octane to produce jet propulsion, just as your love quotient increases your ability to move and understand the third-dimension reality we live in.

Love is the basis for the fifth-dimension reality that is our goal. Give yourself the blessing of opening your heart every chance you get. What you desire is a level of unconditional love that enables clear communication from the fifth-dimension Higher Self.

Think about this analogy: When you are learning a foreign language, you have the opportunity to make a big leap by visiting the country that speaks your new language. When you take a blow to the heart, you achieve a similar leap. Your heart breaks off a layer of armor and you get to choose to remain exposed and more loving or close down and become hard-hearted. The choice is yours.

You may not understand this at first, but it has become abundantly clear to me that the opening of the heart is the key. Nothing will give you what you desire more than an open heart. The keys to the kingdom for all of us are hidden within a blow to the heart, which ultimately helps us understand information coming through the MerKaBa.

Fortunately, the blows to the heart get easier and easier. The time I had the wrong key to a friend’s apartment in the Bronx after a morning jog in early October was easier to accept than I’d like to admit. I was due in Manhattan in two hours, I hadn’t showered or brushed my hair or teeth, I was wearing a T-shirt and shorts with a hole in them, and the key didn’t work. Imagine my initial response—“I just will not go!”—to finally begging for $2 from a stranger to get a one-way subway fare and going in my worn workout clothes. If you’ve ever been in class with me, you know I take my professional appearance seriously, so it was a very big deal for me to go to teach a class this way.

When I returned to my friend’s apartment later that night, he was cross with me. At first I thought it was because my returning for my luggage meant he’d had to cancel his plans for an evening of dancing. Then when I checked in with my Higher Self I was reminded, “He is a nice man and it bothered him a lot that he’d let me down this way.” The upshot was that after I had dealt with my own feelings, I had to deal with his feelings of failure for giving me the wrong key. The knowledge that it had been a blow to the heart made it possible for me to remain calm and joyous, and to tell myself that it was not at all about inconsiderate behavior, but a chance to open my heart even more.

I hope you’ll remember my tale and laugh about me when your Higher Self informs you that the reason for someone else’s awful behavior is a blow to the heart. This laughter will help you open your heart, and believe me, you will need that little laugh to help you get through it.

Working with the Hathors

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The Hathors are interdimensional galactic beings already anchored in this dimension by virtue of their fifth-dimensional presence on Venus. It is not just one whole race; they are a species. These beings are the most intelligent, most advanced race of enlightened beings in our solar system, more advanced than the dolphins. They represent only peace and love, and they communicate through singing or toning, not spoken words.

Not all Egyptians could see the Hathors, but the artists who depicted the species were able to experience them and create the beautiful sculptures we still see today. Many were defaced by early Christians, so finding an undamaged statue is a challenge.

Tom Kenyon and Virginia Essene have written extensively about the Hathors in their book The Hathor Material.

The Hathors work with the ankh, the hieroglyphic symbol of life, using uninterrupted circular breathing and toning. Three separate but continuous tones can take someone directly through Ascension. Toning with the Hathors and others worldwide has given us an enormous body of knowledge. They have worked through me giving initiations and assisting others with their Hathor communication. They are willing and able to assist you with your heart opening, but remember, we are in a free-will zone, so it is up to you to ask for their help. Expecting them to help you will not bring their help; you must seek it!

Figure 2.1. The ancient Egyptian goddess Hathor, Venusian goddess of

unconditional love, crossed boundaries between worlds. It is widely believed

that Sanat Kumara, Ancient of Days who came to Earth to help bring Earth out

of her darkest hour, invited the Hathors, who also resided on Venus. (CC BY-SA)

In toning, we find that individuals experience more than one voice coming through their vocal cords. There are often additional sounds similar to what can be heard in


recordings of Tibetan monks performing overtone singing. Joining the Hathors in toning is quite the experience, as you will learn.

One place you can hear their toning is on my MerKaBa II CD. It was recorded with Hathor toning in the background, to elevate your MerKaBa experience and support you in opening your heart to the level of the Hathors.

When you are feeling particularly unloving, as most of us do from time to time, simply ask these beings to send their “electronic presence” to overshadow you. For example, when you must deal with someone toward whom you do not feel loving, the Hathors can help you. Their mastery will provide you with the perfect template of unconditional love.

Expelling The Entities

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Spiritual beings or entities live in and around us, they’re with us constantly. It’s how we work with them that matters. Dark entities are damaging to our souls and clearing work is necessary to eliminate these energies. These dark, damaging entities will psychically attack us. By using the tools, like the MerKaBa, explained in Maureen St. Germain’s book Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, one can learn the tools and techniques to clear and live an entity free life. We can clear ourselves with a bit of training. One way is to call in Archangel Michael. “Archangel Michael is the angel known in all three of the world’s monotheistic religions – Christianity, Judaism and Islam. His name also appears in Ancient Egyptian mythology. His name means, ‘Who is like God.’ Just by calling his name, you are claiming the casting-off properties of this Archangel, state that all that is not like God be dispersed.” As referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 53. Maureen St. Germain further recommends “that you ask Archangel Michael to assist you and clear the area with his nets of blue lightning angels. Just like one uses a bag to collect and haul garbage to the dump, you are inviting Archangel Michael to carry the entities away. referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 53. As well as doing the classic 17 breath MerKaBa meditation daily.


Another way to clear dark damaging entities is by asking the Elohim or the Golden Illumination Elohim to assist with clearing energies.” referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 53. The Golden Elohim are like an enzymatic cleanser. The energetic enzymes consume your attachment to the cause and core of the dark energy so you can release it.” referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 54. By accessing the following link, you can use the guided meditation called Meditation to the Crystal Elohim to assist you to eliminate these destructive entities. We can by nature so innocently draw entities to ourselves. Maureen St. Germain explains:” There are some types of entities that will be drawn to you. They can be energy that has been in the earth for a while. You can be creating the hook for that type of energy with your emotion. “Referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 55. Maureen St. Germain also explains; “it might not be all about you when entities come up for clearing. You can be processing for other entities or energies that need your assistance for them to move forward. You may be a vehicle for clearing the Earth. There is honor in performing this work.” referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 55. “There are numerous kinds of entities and energies that may inhabit your body, without your conscious awareness. Most are not fully present until you have done some level of clearing work. Some of these external energies are benign; others are there taking advantage of you and using your energy. Clearing these is easy, we command they leave us and by cosmic law they must leave.” referenced in Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality, page 56. Finally, by activating your MerKaBa daily, we become insulated from psychic attacks, dark destruction entities and it becomes a wall for entities to penetrate. “If you have an activated MerKaBa and feel a psychic attack coming on, consider re-examining your experience to discover if they have instead triggered a memory of a previous psychic attack. These entities are trying to mislead you into thinking that you have just been attacked. The net result is that this “false” attack isn’t as strong as the original. “******* You can delete all psychic attack memories from your mind. This will make your mind empty and unwilling to allow a psychic attack to happen again. Learn more about expelling the entities that may have attached themselves to you with Maureen’s Reweaving the Fabric of Your Reality. Available at https://stgermainmysteryschool.com/

Channelled Predictions

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through Maureen J. St. Germain

From the Ascended Masters:

Originally posted in the Sedona Journal of Emergence, Predictions issue December 2017

We greet you this day,

We are the members of the Great Karmic Board
Our spokesperson is the Goddess of Liberty.

We wish to speak to you as the plural. We first wish to remind you that the opening of the Hall of Records for anyone to access to access their own Akashic Records has been in place for quite some time. We encourage you to open your own records and if you do not have the skill to take the class wherever you can, whenever you can!

“No more Karma” reminder

This will give you greater understanding of the reality you live in. This channel has been carrying our message about the release from karmic obligations and the release from karmic debt. This is still difficult for many to understand.

statue-of-liberty-1922168__340Take some time and contemplate what this might mean for humanity to be able to transition into a world filled with LIGHT where there is no need to keep track of another’s behavior because their behavior does not require tracking.

How to release judgement

When you are locked in your polarity reality you want to keep score, you want to right the wrongs and we say to you, look upon it as an opportunity to let go of the old paradigm and move into the reality you are creating. Make no mistake, this creation is your creation. This is why in 2018 we want you to abandon your desire for retribution of any kind, towards anyone; to seek to be with people who are like-minded so that there is no need to concern yourself with another’s behavior. We can tell you that your reality is changing rapidly and the transition is in place. You are well on your way and you will see even in this very year dramatic shifts of every kind with regard to business, with regard to social structures, with regard to how you carry money, and how you exchange with others and interconnect with others.

Power outages

You will see electric power blackouts in segments of the country.

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